My Stay in Germany......

I went through a series of situations during my stay in Germany.It was thrilling, motivating,depressing,exciting,miserable & beary beary memorable :)
The biggest lesson that i learnt was that wen u r feeling desperately lonely and lost, there is only 1 person's shoulder on whom u can rest , one peson on whom who can fall back on --that person being Ureself !!The more u try findin happiness in others the more depressing ure life becomes, Learn to live alone as well and trust me you really wud be happy.
i am the type who canot easily gel with others.. an introvert by nature who never ever made a tiny attempt to becom an extrovert.I have been branded as an adamant, dominating soul who suffers from tremendous amount of superiority complex.But i never gave a damm and till date have never bothered to change my image or the impressions that others have abt me, coz am honestly very happy with the way i am :)
So it was so veryyyy obvious that life here wud be difficult for me on the personal front and BINGO !!! It really was so..
i njouyed my job..i had new collegues, new boss(a hunk) and relatively a differnet kinda work.I was doing my job well and was pretty confident on that.The problem was with my personal life as it had been nullified :( i had couple of collegues but they remained in the collegues territory itself and among few other collegues i tried to search my friends but alas !!!! all i was returned bak with was cold stares and negative vibes.. well it was natural on their part to cope up with a weirdo like me .. well no complains and neither do i express any regrets on this.
i was the 1 who never went out alone. i used to hang out with my bunch of friends or my mom.ah !! here right from getting the groceries to sight cing i wud do it myself. initially i felt a bit awkward & uncomfortable but slowly i started njouying it and now the moment i discover myself sitting alone in the apt ,i just go out for shopping :) For me staying alone is much better than moving around with ppl whom u canot gel with.atleast i didnt have to take any1's tantrums :) or vice versa ..
Well !!!atleast 1 gud thing happened staying alone, i started to blog agn & to read agn ... two of the things which had suddenly vanished from my life after me cming to germany ,firstly bcoz of lack of time and secondly that i was so busy adjusting my self in this new place that i hardly had time to read and blog :)
Now I have become dependant more on myself than on any1 else :) and have started to live peacefully against all the daunting odds..
well it is my life and i had an option to choose: choose to be depressed and whine that i have nobody or to start njouying the life even thou if it meant cuking, eating,shopping ,sleeping and hanging out alone.and i chose the second 1 and have started njouying this different phase of my life :)
"The only thing that is constant in life is CHANGE.." (as said by my manager.This very sentence had inspired me a lol.. )
hmm.. so this is not gonna be a permanent phase of my life..Couple of days more and i shall be bak---bak to my home, my family , my friends and my land...
i shal pen down my others experiences again.as of now its time to go and prepare dinner..feelin hungry :( cya